THE HANDSTAND

APRIL 2003

Because the observer and witness status of the international solidarity movement has provided the true evidence of the zionist strategies in palestine and the middle east this issue is dedicated to the extraordinarily brave people of the movement who now face the additional threat of Israeli violence undercover of the invasion of iraq by u.s. and u.k.troops......

Israeli Soldiers Attack Children in Bethlehem
Author: Kristen Ess
29 March, 2003
Over 3,000 children, aged roughly between 8 and 12 
years old, gathered today in Manger Square in front of 
Bethlehem's Church of the Nativity to demonstrate in 
support of the Iraqi people. 

The kids were holding hand-made signs and banners. 
Manger Square is not near an Israeli imposed checkpoint,
nor is it near an illegal Israeli settlement. It is the center 
of an Area A Palestinian town under Palestinian Authority
control (before Israel’s invasion). According to numerous
eye-witnesses, two Israeli jeeps drove up and began
throwing sound bombs, firing tear gas at the children, 
and shooting into the air.
These kids came from the Bethlehem area, from Beit Jala
and Beit Sahour, from Azzeh, Aida, and Deheisha
Refugee Camps. The Israeli soliders injured three of the 
children who are now in the hospital.
One of the directors of Aida Camp's Lajee Center says,
"The children were crying, you know, because they were
scared. Some threw up from the gas."
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Rachel - By Ghassan Andoni

This is the first time in which I could sit behind the
computer and write about the tragic murder of Rachel. What adds to my sadness and grief is being the one who received and had reviewed previously almost all of what was written about Rachel's tragedy.

For after the April 1st , 2001 ISM demonstration in Beit Jala, we had many discussions about the possibility of losing lives through the work of ISM activists in Palestine. At that peaceful demonstration an Israeli tank - and without a reason or a warning - showered us randomly with high speed bullets. As a result 8 ISMers were injured, luckily enough no one was killed. 

With Rachel's tragedy this is no more a discussion of possibilities, it is for real and it feels very different. While so many commentators were interested in the incidents and issues related, we the Palestinian and International friends of Rachel, were going through a painful process of evaluating "what is worth what"    is protecting a life worth loosing one? We did feel a huge sense of responsibility and still do. This might sound strange in the middle of a crisis that is wasting the lives of so many on daily bases, but we do not hide it Rachel's murder felt very different.

What was killed with the murder of Rachel was the very basic faith we had in humanity and humans. Without this faith that each of us, regardless of what he believes in or at what side he/she stand, has a little human inside that we can appeal to, link with, and address. We understood that even our opponents, in this case Israeli soldiers and settlers, with all of the fears, ideologies, and doctrine education; still has the little human inside. We trusted that our acts, appearance, skills, and training are sufficient to make the link.

We thought that when we present no threat to the opponent and treat him with respect and love, even when we face his hostility and anger, it will be impossible for a human to kill. While investigating this tragic murder we have no doubts that Rachel and her friends worked hard to love, respect, and communicate with soldiers and the Bulldozer driver.

Peace activists do not lack determination. Rachel was a great example. They fight with love to all who are around them including their opponents but they do not freak out. It is precisely due to the unlimited faith they have in humans and humanity that they stand for the challenge and spread love to all.

When ISM activists stand in front of soldiers armed to their teeth, if they had no faith in humans it can be the most stupid thing to do. What stops a solider from shooting an activists standing in his way of "executing his orders" is the love hidden behind the tough appearance, the human inside him that sets the limits to how brutal and how exploiting to the power he enjoys he can be. If that is not there then we rather not live in this jungle in which the one who has sharper claws kill and eat the others.

If this faith is lost, peace loses all of its meanings. It is why we all believe that all humans are good in nature even when they do ugly things. The minute you lose this faith, war and power becomes the
only way.

I should admit that this particular Bulldozer driver and quite few Israeli soldiers and settlers had practiced repeatedly to convince us differently. I would like to urge Israelis to check carefully what education and ideologies can bring a human to brutally crush a sweet person like Rachel to death. So many already told us that certain people do not understand anything but the language of power and force. Evidently they lost their belief in humanity and the good nature of mankind. We did not. 

Deep inside both Palestinians and Israelis are full of fear, anger, and hatred towards each other. Both feel isolated and standing alone. Rachel tried to open a window of hope, to spread love to all, to bridge, to establish the link. She stood for the powerless but not against the powerful. She tried to help the Bulldozer driver to recognize his human limits. His power of destruction, his heavy machine, blinded him and crushed the human inside him just before he crushed that little and beautiful person with his huge blade.

Without people like Rachel I doubt I would be willing to continue living in the world that worriers prepared for us... The ones who dared to send hateful letters accusing ISM and Rachel with hurting words are still blinded by the same things that led the Bulldozer driver to lower down his blade  to crush peace, love, and Rachel.


FROM A LETTER rACHEL cORRIE SENT TO HER mom

Anyway, I'm rambling. Just want to write to my Mom and tell her that
I'm witnessing this chronic, insidious genocide and I'm really
scared, and questioning my fundamental belief in the goodness of
human nature. This has to stop. I think it is a good idea for us all
to drop everything and devote our lives to making this stop. I don't
think it's an extremist thing to do anymore. I still really want to
dance around to Pat Benatar and have boyfriends and make comics for
my coworkers. But I also want this to stop. Disbelief and horror is
what I feel. Disappointment. I am disappointed that this is the base
reality of our world and that we, in fact, participate in it. This is
not at all what I asked for when I came into this world. This is not
at all what the people here asked for when they came into this world.
This is not the world you and Dad wanted me to come into when you
decided to have me. This is not what I meant when I looked at Capital
Lake and said: "This is the wide world and I'm coming to it." I did
not mean that I was coming into a world where I could live a
comfortable life and possibly, with no effort at all, exist in
complete unawareness of my participation in genocide. More big
explosions somewhere in the distance outside.